Today, I wish I go to bed and have a nice long sleep
So I never wake up again
I don’t think I have the strength to face tomorrow
For the first time in my life I feel lonely
And I know it will be the only thing I’ll feel
I just realized what a lucky person you are! Which also led me to understand why you would never understand the way I feel:
You are always with you.
You can speak to you whenever and whereever you want to.
So, you never know what it is to be without you.
But, I know how it feels - like acid, which seeps through into every cell in my heart and then burns. There is always a little part of it left even after that, becuase it is not possible to destroy the you in my heart.
…that’s what it feels like when your friends say they too busy; to talk to you :(